Even if we were to be separated today,
I could not say that my life would not be
affected by your presence.
I could no longer think of winter and the sea,
or of music in its entirety
without connecting you to it.
I would still remember
how your presence calmed my senses
and made bad moments tolerable.
I would remember
not saying your name most of the time
because I felt I knew you
without having to re-identify you.
I will always remember
how you loved me in my body
always with affection
and without constant grading of performance.
And of course,
I will remember
how I felt writing about
what I remember,
and wondering about
what you'll remember.